Wednesday Madness

People's Park

I Miss You

What I miss about you?

Your smile, that never fails to make my heart melt

Your hands, always an assurance of being there at all times

Your eyes, that everytime you look at me I can't help but fall in love

Your voice, hearing it makes my day

Your care, the never ending sweetness and affection

Your ears, that patiently listen though I'm at loss for words

Your endearment, that every time you speak of it, I smile

What I miss about you?

You

Tuesdays Love Dose

People do meet in unexpected moments, in the most unexpected time and place. The determining factor of a lasting acquaintance that leads to friendship or relationship however is the perfect timing- the perfect transpiration of events.

I've met the love of my life in perfect timing I may say. The moment called for it, we jived and now we are together for more than a year. I didn't know when exactly did I fall for him but as I have recalled, I knew I wasn't feeling right when I am not with him. It seems like he was the one I asked God to have. Just in time he came and completely changed everything.

Once I would roll on my list the qualities I wish to have on a special someone. First, he should be intelligent. Second, he has too much respect on his mom because I've read in the past that being respectful to his mom would mean respect also to all the women he deal with. Third, he should be a good listener because I know I am the kind who always need to express my feelings in words. Fourth, he should be generous because I'm the woman you know (hehehe). And the list continues until I could no longer think of more qualities I've dreamed for my man. But when I met the same guy I was talking about, crash, my list was gone. Not that he didn't fit but I just realize then that there is no such thing as qualification when you're in love; no such thing as gauge of the qualities you expect of him. Because when you're in love, you'll find the things that lacks in you; your exact opposite, your complement.

Minutes before we will part ways (crybaby)

I have found him and I've never been this happy.

Far and Away

It's been months since we've been away and thinking of you keep smiles and sadness in my eyes. I would recall those days when we're together; riding a bus toward places we've never been before. The long hour trips weren't as boring as I have remembered. Seeing you beside me with the backdrop of picturesque places made me think how such good memories could last so short. Riding a bus was never the same again.

When I pass by the same street and fast food restaurant where we used to walk by and eat, melts my heart of the memories of laughter, fun and endless chitchats. How could I not miss you? Your name, the fast food restaurant and our stuff toy are all the same and that made quite a lot of difference. Walking through the same street and eating in the same place were never the same again.

Moving away from the very place we first met was a torture, thinking that things would completely change. But it could never equal the feeling when you decided to move away even farther than I did. Far enough that spells months of not seeing each other. I would recall that place where we started to go out, where we developed the mutual feeling of love, care and understanding. It was the place where we shared our first heartaches and our dreams, where we started to know who we are and what we wanted to become and where we learned that life could sometimes be funny at the same time sad, ironic at the same time lucky, choice at the same time chance, and bliss at the same time agony. Seeing the same place was never the same again.

Things changed. Left are the bittersweet recollections of the good old days. But someday, somehow, in a different time and place, we'll begin to cross the distance with feelings endured. By then hopefully, things will be the same again.